You walk by with your head held high.
While deep inside, you’re dying to escape.
Away from the future, that is now you’re only fate.
Tears run down your expressionless face.
Sleep comes quicker than expected, with the help of drugs.
You fall fast and steady, as your limbs are being tugged.
The lower down you fall, the more you lose yourself.
You’re not sure who you are, at all.
The the days turn to years. You finally had enough,
You stand and begin to dry your tears.
No matter how bad you hurt me, I’ll be there.
Together we’ll face our fears.
I never guessed, you’d mean this much.
The days pass now, without feeling your touch.
I couldn’t get enough of your flawless eyes.
Now I know they’re filled with lies.
You said you loved me, truth is you never could.
I need you now, when I thought I never would.
The secrets we kept, pushed us further away.
I’ll wait for the day, till you ask for my hand, my forgiveness, and my all.
As the words leave your lips, I’ll hit the ground,
as I fall to my knees in pure bliss. <3
All I can say is to either follow your heart, or brain. I’ve followed my heart for 17 years, and all it has gotten me is a broken heart and alone, yet again. And having to start all over, but that’s the beauty of being young, having all the time in the world to pick yourself up and start fresh again. On the other hand, if I followed my brain instead I would’ve missed out on all of the great times I’ve had with certain people. I’m sorry there’s no definite answer on which to follow, that’s all I’ve got. But, in the long run, you’ll always choose the decision that suits you best. And that’s what life all comes down to.
Nothing lasts forever, no matter how bad you want it to.
I thought I finally found the person who I could spend the rest of my life with. I’m young, I know. But other people have found their husbands/wives at 17. So I thought I could be lucky enough to wind up with my best friend who I fell completely in love with.
Well, surprise, I was wrong. And as bad as I wanted to be right, you can’t make someone stay with you. You can’t make someone feel the way you feel. If it was meant to be, it wouldn’t be a struggle every single day.
I lost my best friend, and the love of my 17 year old life. But, I’m not getting any younger, and I’m not going to let this break me. I’m stronger than that. I won’t let a broken heart get the best of me.
Who’s up to come visit me, and bring me a McFlurry?
I haven’t been on here in forever it feels like.
What’s new? Nothing. I work. And I have no car. I don’t go out anymore. I sleep any day I’m off.
I miss my bestfriend, Sarah Lynn. I miss my boy, Jojo.
I still don’t have a dad. Me and my mom are still as close as ever.
Life could get worse, of course. It could get a hell of a lot better too though. But, right now, at this very moment. Life is good, just perfectly fine.
I always hear kids complaining about fighting with their parents. Like how much they hate them because they didn’t get this, or that. Like today at school a girl was so mad because she said her dad never lets her do anything and that he’s basically just a lazy guy who sits an home, watching t.v.
I used to have a great dad, don’t get me wrong, I’m sure he’s still great. But I never see him or talk to him anymore. I always thought things would blow over and we would be bestfriends again, my dad was my hero. He would make me laugh, no matter what. We could sit on the couch, watching t.v or movies together, and I’d be the most content kid ever.
Now a days, I’d give anything to have him back. I would love to just have a dad again, even if he did act like a jerk to me, and not let me do things, I’d be so greatful to just have him, knowing that he loved/s me. All good things come to an end.. but your parents should be the only solid thing you can count on, but sometimes, they fall through for you too.
No thankz.
